I've been dragged through the mud, feeling no one cares,
With shadows of doubt following me everywhere.
Screaming out your name, Jesus, through the pain,
With my whiskey in hand, it's like pouring rain.
These memories haunt me, play their cruel games,
I'm scared that I will fade away, lost in the flames.
Each tear tells a story, the hurt deep inside,
Yet the whiskey numbs the hurt, oh, how I tried.
Screaming out your name, with each desperate prayer,
Hoping you can hear me, that you'll always care.
Lost and so broken, don't know what to do,
I'm reaching out to heaven, just to feel you.
I can hear the wind whisper my name on its way,
As the stars above twinkle, like they want to stay.
Shattered by thoughts, my mind's been broken in two,
Haunted by the past and the love that I knew.
Lost like never before, deeper than the ocean,
This heart is heavy, weighed down by emotion.
I'm wearied from the fight, but still, I will stand,
Trusting in the promise that you'll lend a hand.
Screaming out your name, with each desperate prayer,
Hoping you can hear me, that you'll always care.
Lost and so broken, don't know what to do,
I'm reaching out to heaven, just to feel you.
Hangin' on by hope, can you see the light?
In the middle of my storm, I'm longing for your might.
Counting every blessing, though they're hard to find,
I'm pleading with my heart, don't leave me behind.
Listen to my pleas, hear my silent cries,
I'm desperate for your love, in this life, I realize.
Memories of laughter, now echo with pain,
But in my heart, I know there's so much to gain.
So I'll keep on praying with this whiskey in my hand,
Each sip a reminder of the promises that stand.
Drowning in my feelings, but I'm fighting to survive,
Lord, with you beside me, I know I'll stay alive.
Screaming out your name, with each desperate prayer,
Hoping you can hear me, that you'll always care.
Lost and so broken, don't know what to do,
I'm reaching out to heaven, just to feel you.
So with every breath, I'll give it all my might,
Jesus, you're my anchor in the black of night.
With whiskey and my prayers, I'll keep holding on tight,
Screaming out your name, I'll find my way to light.